We had a shooting at this hospital a few months ago and it was… All I know is I appreciate my life, and the lives we saved here even more. I know it made us better doctors, better people because of it. You know, I don’t kid myself: the fear, the second guessing, the self doubt…it’s gonna be there for a while. I can’t outrun it, but I can push through it. Being a doctor gives me a sense of purpose, I know I survived for a reason. I think you can either sit and dwell in darkness or you can try and shine a light. We choose light.